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My mind was hypotized by me.
Finally, I was able to hypotized myself.
Tried to for a long time, and nothing worked.
I hypotized myself to wake up at 3 hours before the time I usually wake up at.
And I did that. It felt accomplished.
I AM BACK!
Why did I do that? Surely there should be a reason why.
The reason is simple. I wanted to be on time for the BEATBOX ASIAN CHAMPIONSHIP.
My mom didn’t really give me her confirmation for letting me go.
I was worried that I couldn’t go, well I was allowed eventually.
However, under one condition, my dad and my brother have to come along.
ZZZ, does she think that that is another family outing?
No way I am allowing that but hubby taught me before,
DO WITH WHAT YOU HAVE & DO ABIT OF BOOTLICKING.
THAT MIGHT WORK, BUT SLOWLY..
I am not a patient girl but certainly for him, I will try my best to do that.
Well, it was the first step. The next step, I have to plan.
I had my breakfast after everyone did, I was the last to wake up.
I knew that my dad hated if I do that but I’m not going to care.
He doesn’t show that he cares about me, so WHAT FOR I SHOW THE SAME FOR HIM!
You can say he’s my dad, how can you say that.
I treat everyone, including my blood-related people except my hubby, equally.
I don’t give them special attention or treatment.
I treat them as how I treat other ordinary people.
I switched on my computer and did my MUSIC work.
I wanted to listen to all types of style (as many as possible) by different DJs and people.
Remixes, techno, trance, piano mixes and many others more..
Well, it kind of consumed most of my time but at home, I’m always cooped up.
I have nothing to do at home. My mom will start telling me to do housework if I tell her that I’m bored.
I hated housework the most. I am a lady that HATES housework alot!
Lols, seriously, I am.
Then the cycle repeats.
My mom will start worrying, what will happen to her after she’s married?
Can she handle her mother-in-law when both of them are fighting just because of housework?
Lols, that’s her character. Or all parents’ characters. Forever worrying the things that never happen.
At 1pm, I pestered my brother to change his outfit.
I was going out to the BEATBOX.
He didn’t wanted to go and slowly taking his time changing.
This is one of the reason why I want to go by myself.
I never liked things obstructing my way when I want to do something.
Haiz. Neverminds, I have to learn to adapt and ignore it.
I see when can I be FREED!~
I longed to be free…
I changed my clothes and switched off my computer.
Waited for a while and finally, everyone was ready to leave.
Hmms, I would be late for the competition.
Never minds, I am bottling them up. I’m not going to let it out first.
Until, I am immersed with music again.
Went le, I still have to wait for a while. My dad wanted to buy lottery.
Let him be, I’ll just wait. Hmms =!
And also, we had lunch in the AMK hub mall. Hmms =!
Kind of delayed the time. Neverminds. I am FINE with that!
After that, we went to watch it. It was like only me who watched it?
I was alone there. Never minds. My dad and brother went else where instead.
Well, there was something rewarding.. The beatboxers were good in it.
However, there were some who didn’t know what was beatboxing.
Hmms, they define the art of BEATBOXING wrongly.
They blended it with techno, trance and other type of unnecessaries.
Well, basically, they blended with it too much. That’s was like grooveless?
Never minds, at least there were some good ones.
I like 2 of the beatboxers. They have the style,attitude and character in beatboxing.
Of course! They are talented in beatboxing.
I wanted to learn it last year but somehow, I wasn’t spending enough time in my studies.
I gave that thought up. Now, I am immersed with trance and every type of UNSURFACED music.
Still, beatboxing couldn’t penetrate to my world yet.
Perhaps, later barhs? I want to learn about trance and other type of music first.
Get my skills and basics right. And when I surface to be a BEARBOXER, I will be fast in learning it.
The best part was, I liked the host and of course DARREN! Hahas!~
Darren do have the ‘wu tai mei li’ that attracts my attention to see him on stage to perform.
As for the host arhs? Hmms, I like him as he was kind of cute.
One thing he can improve is.. be more interacting with the audience.
During the waiting of the results, he could have tried something to divert our attention,
instead of waiting in boredom..
I also realised one thing about myself.
My life is better off in the night[ I knew that a very long time ago ]
My type of friends that I will get along well are people who are MUSIC people
and HIP HOP types, those can dance and really give constructive suggestions on dance moves or music.
I am wasting my life right now.
Only myself and my music.
I should be out there with them discussing.
And see that DARK walk of life.
It can be fun. I like thrills. I’m not really a very good risk-taker.
But I do take risk occasionally. I take risks like things that will affect me mentally.
Physical wise, I have no confidence at all.
I want to learn skateboarding, roller blading and other stunts.
But, I have no confidence with myself. I’m afraid of being unsuccessful.
And as for that, I am very glad that hubby is with me to overcome it.
He knows bike stunts well! A person that have high confidence.
I know it since the day I met him, and through his music.
Maybe when I’m older barhs? We can exchange pointers after I have learnt the basics from him.
Hahas!~ I really love to do that. Maybe, doing things together with him makes me feel more loved barhs. xDD
After my confidence barrier is gone, I WILL LEARN OTHER STUNTS! HOOYEAH!~
Wow!~ I think I have a list of things I want to learn.
[1] mix MUSIC
[2] learn beatboxing
[3] learn bike stunts
[4] learn skateboarding
[5] learn roller blading
[6] learn graffiti spray
[7] learn more dances
[8] learn JavaScript
[9] learn other type of code languages
[10] learn to draw animes out of my imagination
[11] magick
[12] astral projection
[13] levitation
[14] sewing clothes
[15] nail art
…
too many le.. hahas!~ Hope you don’t mind.
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